snow.

It snowed today!!! Finally. We're halfway through January. So many funny moments at work involving snow. Goodness I'm so blessed.

When I got home I decided to shovel the driveway, which was interesting to say the least. After 40 min I looked around and saw that all my work was pretty much already being covered. But hey! It's the thought that counts. While looking around I thought about how much we sometimes work to have this image of a clean or perfect life. But underneath our hearts can be so bitter, broken, dark, prideful, etc. Sinners.

The falling snow reminded me that even in those darkest moments, God's love is covering us with this beautiful embrace. Kind of like snow. Snow for the most part is fluffy, beautiful, and graceful. This beautiful thing that can make the ugliest scenery the most breathtaking moment. God's love for us and his gift of his son Jesus sent to die on the cross for our sins is kind of like that. We're all ugly. Deep down we really are. But God's love slowly changes us and makes us beautiful. Kind of like that first big snowfall. A slow but sure change into that picture that people want to see. Our lives are like that. They can be like that. I pray mine is like that. I pray God is just making my heart more beautiful to the point that my life is this example of how great and wonderful God's love is.

What about you?

now.

When God tells you to do something...You should do it.

Really that's what my conclusion has been lately.

A year ago when I left Focus I had on my heart to start an art ministry of sorts...but it just became this idea on the back burner of everything else that was consuming my time. After going to Passion2012-[HUGE Jesus conference in Atlanta, Georgia...like 43,000 college students huge]-I've realized something, that idea is still on my heart...and it's growing. It makes me happy but at the same time I'm still at a loss for how to go about working towards this vision.

I'm still processing things from Focus...and now I'm processing things from P2012...but I'm really excited about all of it. :)

blurb.

The semester is over. I can't believe I'm saying that! It went by so quickly. In August I was sitting there saying, 'Six more semester of college. Six more." Now I'm sitting here looking at my hand. Why? I can count on ONE hand how many semesters I have left. I'm pretty sure this time it really is only five...not another speed bump in the process of finding out I have more time left.

My heart is in this place of desiring to be creative and make beautiful things. Play piano, paint on blank canvases, make something to hang all my friends save-the-dates, wedding invitations, and baby announcements on. My heart might desire that but instead I find myself stuck in a rut of just wanting to sit and nap and watch mindless television all day. It really is ridiculous. How is it that there have been so many times in my life where I have just thrived in going, going, going, going. But now I'm just tired. I feel like I'm in a season of rest and reflection. I love people, but I also love figuring out who I am. Just me.

I met up with my friend Shen the other day. God placed her in my life almost 3ish years ago and it has been a blessing since then. I feel like she's the older sister I never had. I value her advice and wisdom so much. One of her encouragements to me recently was this, "Bri you are just so magical." Granted Shen loves fairy tales-as do I-I took this to heart. We were also chatting about how this is my time. My time to be me and my time to figure out who I am in Christ and who that makes me in this world. I love this time in my life. As difficult as it is to say sometimes, I really do love it. I love watching my friends experience new things, get married, take adult jobs, and go on crazy adventures. If you think about it, I really have had a crazy 4.5 years of college. Life, learning, and the love of friends I cherish so deeply. I'm so thankful for all the encouragement and prayers I've been blessed with over the years.

This year is almost over. I have a feeling this next one is going to be even crazier than years previous. I have no idea what that looks like...but I'm excited. Excited to see what God has up His sleeve for my life. :) My continual prayer is to embody this verse:

Proverbs 31:25 "She is clothed with strength and dignity, she can laugh at the days to come."

15,000 Words.

Oh mylanta. Half of me can believe, while the other half cannot. This semester is almost over. I'm beyond excited about it though. Do you ever have an idea in your head about what something will look like, and then as it's happening you're like, WOAH HOLD ON. That is my semester. Not what I expected.

As I put on here some pictures from the past 3 months, you'll see I've captured some moments, but missed quite a few. I've had 3 friends get married, even more get engaged, joined a bible study, switched churches, etc. Plus it has almost been a year since I graduated from FLI. Crazy. So. Here are your visual highlights.

Rehearsal Dinner!

Jessica got married on September 24th!

My fake sisters. Shena&Kendel. Love them.

BRABI!! This is Abi. She is my twin. I love her to death.

Annual Family Trip to the orchard!

Shep had a birthday...we all went to an orchard and picked apples...Kendel and I took pictures:)

David Crowder. :) Jessica and I went to one of his final shows on the 7 Tour.

Happy Halloween!!

BRABI cooked!

This frisbee made my day. And........confession.........my lazy self still hasn't mailed it...almost a month later. Horrible I know. I have it in the box and addressed and everything...

My cousin visited!!!

My life long friend was home for Thanksgiving!!!

My dad told my sister and I to pull on the tree while he tried cutting it down...apparently we got two trees in one!!!

She's been home for nearly a whole semester. :)

I've been thinking about blogging more...but part of me is becoming more introverted and journaling more about what I've been learning about God and myself in life. I'm also considering making this blog private and only giving the link to people who ask for it. For so much of my life over the past 5 years I've been such an open book to people. And slowly I'm starting to see the value in more personable friendships. Thoughts?

Where I've been.

It's crazy.

During the past couple weeks I have been super reflective about where I've been the past 4 years. Oh mylanta. Like seriously? It's been crazy. But completely amazing.

God is so great.

Bridal Shower!!!

My dear friend Jessica is getting married in September and I had the sweet joy of helping plan a bridal shower for her!! How'd it go? Wonderfully. Take a look at the food that Jess, her mom, and I put together! Jess and her mom did the favors while I attempted to do a decoration type thing...which turned out very interestingly.

I took an old mirror and put wine bottles with tall candles in them on it. There were also tea lights surrounding the bottles! It looked awesome until the fan started to blow the candle wax everywhere...

Basil plant favors!!!

My dad's Tex Mex salsa recipe.

Carrots and dip.

Sausage bites in the back as well as FRESH bruchetta in the front.

Caprese salad skewers. I couldn't stop eating them.

The spread.

Strawberry cheesecake bites. Literally the easiest thing ever to make. I literally Stumbled upon the recipe!! YUM!!

Coconut Rum Cupcakes.

Overall it was a blast putting everything together-even designing and making the invitations. Mmhmm party planning creativeness.

Show Me Your Glory

So, I've listened to this song before...but never really LISTENED to it. I went to the Jesus Culture conference last week and it was like a brand new song. :)

Listen

I see the cloud, I step in
I want to see Your glory as Moses did
Flashes of light, rolls of thunder

I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid

Show me Your glory, show me Your glory
Show me Your glory, show me Your glory

I’m awed by Your beauty, lost in Your eyes
I want to walk in Your presence like Jesus did
Your glory surrounds me and I’m overwhelmed

I long to look on the face of the One that I love
Long to stay; in Your presence is where I belong

Oh how we love You, oh how we love You
Oh how we love You, Jesus

It's been an insane week. :) In a good way.