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Windows are turning into doors.

I'm done with undergrad in May.  THIS May. Remember a blog post or two ago when I said it was two years? I think it was something along the lines of, "I have two years left in this town for sure.  I mean, I can't really say for sure because we all know how God can change anything in an instant." Yeah. I said that.  Well, literally a couple hours after I wrote that I had this overwhelming sense that I needed to just let go of all my fears tied into not graduating early.  Aka I was suddenly emailing everyone I could think of who would get me the overrides and such that I needed. The whole time I was just praying that God would open the doors if they were meant to be opened. The doors literally flew open.

I don't think I really expected it.  I had been hearing, "no" and "it's not possible" for so long that I had kind of given up on it.  But everyone has been super supportive. Part of me is just wondering what next year looks like. But the other main part of me is so excited to just do this next school year diligently. I pray I still make the time to focus on learning more about God's Truth by studying His Word-aka the Bible! I'm also curious to look deeper into what the Bible says about being a disciple.

Really this next year can be represented by a few words: patience, diligence, strength, striving, hope, and most importantly, courage.  I feel like this past season of rest and internal processing has led up to this.  I just want to grow, grow, GROW! In every area. I'm so excited. I'm so ready.

Maybe in time, I'll know what I'm doing when I graduate.  But for now, THIS is the moment I'm supposed to be living in.  All glory be to God.

Soli Deo Gloria