Saturday, September 15, 2012

A Heart's Dream

I sat next to a lovely woman on my plane ride to Texas this past Thursday.  She was a strong believer and she was able to challenge and encourage me by asking various questions on the flight.  I feel blessed.  Something that stirred my heart was this question: what's on your bucket list.  I didn't really have an answer for her in that moment.  I know somewhere on this blog I've posted a bucket list of sorts, but I have honestly forgotten a lot of what was on it.  I'm pretty sure this is due to me being caught up in work, school, and daily life.  It's almost as if I've forgotten to dream.  I know we're not supposed to worry about tomorrow and we're supposed to be living in this day to glorify God, but isn't it okay to dream?

I've been pondering this for a couple days now.  I realized God had laid some BIG dreams on my heart when I was in Colorado.  Over the past two years they'd been pushed to the back of my mind.  They're resurfacing.  This scares me because I literally have no free time to put effort towards another ministry.  Right now I'm praying that God would open doors in HIS timing for it.  I feel like God is slowly pulling my heart in the direction of ministry.  This might be in a church.  It might be among artists. It might be in a business venture.  I'm not really sure what it is going to turn into.  But I'm excited.

It's time to let my heart dream.

It's time to let my heart's dreams glorify the Lord.

It's time to constantly glorify the Lord.

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